绕圈圈

有时候觉得自己走远了，到头来才发现自己又走回原地。

有时候 陪着人家走到他们的目的地，却迷失了自己的方向。

没办法，最终还是得继续走。

Roar!

The year of dragon is coming!

Its Chinese New Year's eve today, I'm feeling a little excited on the soon-to-arrive CNY. Yeah I'm in a pretty good mood today. Its going to be a good, good year! I don't know why but I like the year of dragons, though I'm a horse myself. Lol. Dragons are my favourite mythical creatures of all time. :)

Cool!

Here's a cute one. Haha.

New Year is a time for us to be reunited with our families. Its been more meaningful these past few years for me, since I left home to further my studies. Subsequently, my brother, sister left as well, and so most of the time not all of us are home. And now, everyone is back! We are all prepared to have a warm and hearty meal tonight, a reunion dinner.

I hope all of you are in the comforts of your own home, with your families and loved ones as well. :)

Have a Happy Chinese New Year everyone! :D

Hello there,

I am suffering from an inferiority complex.

Can you fix me?

Ghost of Her Eyes

Haunt. Haunting. Haunted.

Truth be known, not.
Words are not always representative of the truth, yet we seek truths from them.
Fools, aren't we?

Time will tell.

Music to My Ears

These two girls sing like angels. And my god, aren't they beautiful?

I know its a little late for Christmas songs, but this is for sure worth listening to at all times. :)

Got these pictures from their new website, and if you haven't visit it already, please proceed to www.jayesslee.com. 

One of the few things that I find most charming in a person is a beautiful voice, bringing personalities into music, and songs he/she sings. Talents in that department is always a turn on for me. ;)

And now I am reminded of someone whose voice once had me completely captivated. Of whom I once had a little crush on, pity nothing happened out of it. Haha. Those days were funnn. :D

You Are Inhumane

One call, is all it needs to get those walls crumbling down.
One look, is all that I need to feel those emotions again.


What the hell?
I'm not going to let it be, not after all that I've gone through, not anymore.

Look At Me

There are always certain people in life that always make us so self-conscious whenever we are around them. We would fidget around, glance in his or her way every now and then, and probably make sure that we look good when we are around him or her. And that temporary heart attack whenever he or she glance in our way, we would then impulsively look away, or if we felt braver, we would hold eye contact and try to smile casually. Better yet when he or she smiles back, our joyful hearts will just jump in ecstasy while we try to remain cool and casual. 


That sounds exciting doesn't it? I'm sure someone will come to mind when you read that. And I hope that someone is going to be, or already is, someone more than a stranger to you. :)

Auld Lang Syne

Heard of this song in the movie, New Year's Eve. I'm not really a fan of Lea Michele (the girl from Glee), but she sang the song well. Anddd I like it. :)

Vanished

Are you afraid of death?

Can't believe that I'm doing daily posts nowadays. Lol.

I was testing my limits again, as I have been feeling kinda numb, emotionally. I am feeling optimistic, though I've been really down right about weeks ago. And here I was, bracing myself for the heartache, for the sting to come, and, nothing happened. And I couldn't be more taken aback by anything else. 

It saddens me. That something I once put in everything for, could end up like this, and that eventually, it won't matter anymore. Its frightening, thinking that something so strong could end up in ashes in just a blink of an eye. And that people would just walk away in the end, not bothered by it anymore.

But that is just the way life is, and only in that way, we will be able to move on and find happiness again. 

The same as of death. When someone important passed away, and we would mourn and grief, we would search ways to alleviate that pain. But eventually, the pain will fade away itself and we will move on with our lives, we will learn to forget and let go. Sometimes, it happens fast, other times, it may take longer, years maybe. And when that happens, all that is left will just be a lingering moment of thoughtfulness whenever someone thought of him, or her, and as quick as those thoughts came, they will be gone.

How does it feel like, to be forgotten, and to forget? It is liberating, and scary at the same time. We live with it, we deal with it, and in the end, we will leave too, and fade into oblivion...

If there is an end, there is a beginning.

Okay, is it just me, or I'm just slow in realizing stuffs? Its 12/1/12 today, what a nice date huh? And that reminds me, its 2012 already (okay I'm not that slow, I know that) and I'm sure everyone heard of 'the apocalypse' thing right? The date is 21/12/2012, and it is the last day in the prophetic Mayan Calendar. And hence, many people had interpreted it as the day on which the world will end.

I've always been interested in all these cultures and historical stuffs, when I was younger, I had wanted to be an archaeologist. Oh well, too bad its not an option, in Malaysia, and in my family. Anyways, take a look at the carvings from the Maya's civilization below. 

I find it highly amusing. Do you?

The Mayans are native Americans and their civilization is situated around southern Mexico and northern Central America. In fact, there are around 7 million Maya people still living to this date! 

Anyway, back to topic. The date is actually never a prediction of apocalypse, it is just the completion of a 'world age' for the Mayans, and that signifies the beginning of another cycle. And there are theories that during that date, there will be a positive shift in the human consciousness. That sounds more believable to me, though I really think that nothing will ever happen on that day itself. 

"Scholars from various disciplines have dismissed the idea of such cataclysmic events occurring in 2012. Professional Mayanist scholars state that predictions of impending doom are not found in any of the extant classic Maya accounts, and that the idea that the Long Count calendar "ends" in 2012 misrepresents Maya history and culture. Astronomers and other scientists have rejected the proposed events as pseudoscience, stating that they are contradicted by simple astronomical observations."

Source - Wikipedia (you can read more about it here)

So, the world is not coming to an end. But, I decided that I will live as if the world is going to end soon anyways. Let's just let everything go, and do what we had always wanted to do, and enjoy life! That indeed, is a positive shift in my consciousness. Way to go, er, ancient Maya people!

667

Me like this picture, how about you?

I noticed that its 11/1 today, and thought I should wait until its 11.11pm to post it. It feels special that way, though there's nothing much about this post. Lol.

Speaking of multiple 1s, I realized that I haven't been noticing 11.11 lately, and I haven't been wishing for anything. Its not like anything came true out of it, but I guess its just a spiritual thing. I figured that I would stop wishing for things for a change, and use the time to express my gratitude instead. 

We should be thankful for all the things around us. And I am. Are you?

Ooops!

I'm a little late but,

Happy Birthday, Dad! 

:)

5 ways to not let go of someone (after a breakup)

1. Stalk that someone on all the social networks available, be it on their blogs, Facebook, Twitter, Tumblr etc. Better yet, make that person's Facebook profile your homepage. Now you see that person's face each time you open your browser. Isn't that just great.

2. Do not store away all the memorable stuffs, things both of you used to share, continue using/having them as if nothing's happened. Do not take off that ring he/she gave you, wear his/her favourite shirt on you whenever you can. Keep that sweet picture of both of you on your dresser, it belongs there, forever!

3. Tell yourself that he/she is just gone for a while and will be back when they realize they still do love you. Brainstorm on the things that you are going to say or do when they come back and imagine yourself being over the moon about it!

4. Convince yourself that you're not better off without them. Live everyday as if the world has ended and your life has turned meaningless. Live as pathetic as you can. Try to get yourself sick or injured to get them to care about you again. 

5. Go to places that both of you used to go, places that held fond memories, and reminiscence. Listen to songs that he/she liked, watch movies that both of you used to enjoy, relive all those happy moments and think about them night and day. Remember all the things that you love about them, remember how happy you've been, remember the anniversaries, and finally, remember, to not let go.

An end, a beginning

HAPPY NEW YEAR! 

I learnt one thing just starting this year - no matter how badly a person treated you, it doesn't make you right when you treat them the same way. And it doesn't make you any better in person either.

Thing is, no matter how many times you can see, hear or read about certain things, you'll never know the real deal unless you experience it for yourself. And so I've told myself to not judge. 

In the end, the best person to learn from, is yourself.

Whoops pardon my endless thoughts. Anyways, wish all of you happiness and that life will become all that you want it to. Best wishes for 2012. Cheers!