Lifeless

Defibrillator.
That's what I need.
Yea I think so.

I'm losing it.
Everything.
Its all going to pieces.

Half a year break?
Come on.
Its completely out of topic.

A break,
is not what I needed.
Although I desperately wanted to believe so.

I haven't been listening to you,
Sorry.

Lifeless as you are now,
my dear heart.?
"Defibrillator! Please!"
Perhaps a pacemaker too?

Or are you already gone?