Once in Every Four Years

Once in a while in our lives, something will come along, appearing out of the blue, and remind us of the olden days, of our younger selves, of certain past events that we have long forgotten. And that was what came to me today, I heard of an old song, a song that carried memories I have not thought of for a long time.

We were once young, immature, and... wild? Childish? I guess. There were certain things that I did which I'm not proud of, I had my ways of thinking back then. I think this is the part where people would wish for a time machine, to go back in time and undo their mistakes or whatever that they wish to undo. But if I were to choose my actions again, I guess I wouldn't do it any other way, just because they are part of the things that made me who I am today. I can't say exactly that I'm perfect, but I think I am a better person now, because of who I was yesterday. And I can't say that I don't regret my certain doings either. I do regret causing all the damages, troubles, et cetera, especially to people I love, and to myself, but that's how we learn isn't it. And that is how life is going to be. With choices, there will be regrets, in the end, we'll just have to move on.

All in all, let's have a good life! Forget all the unhappiness, let go of all the pain, live our lives and bring happiness to this world!

An Excerpt

"She knows something better is waiting out there for her. But she still can't shake off the dull ache that is still throbbing in her chest.

Who would have known, how despairing it can be to feel hopeless, to give up. She stares out the window, trying to recall how she used to feel when she was with him. They had been together for years, and just months ago their relationship ended when she found out that he's unfaithful. Flashing back to that day, she recalls feeling the sadness, the disappointments, she was so heartbroken... She suspected something fishy was going on, but she never expected the full extent of the truth. Thereafter she left and never looked back, he did the same too, and left without explaining anything.

She had stopped expecting anything from him, and lived her life on her own well enough through these few months without him, well, with a little help from work's hectic schedules and occasional trips to the bar downtown of course. But sometimes, she can't help remembering the days that she spent with him, just those little moments like waking up with him holding her, by her side, and she can't help herself from missing him. Maybe it is the loneliness that's playing tricks with her mind, cause she knows she no longer feels the way she did for him. Maybe it is the happy days that she's not able to let go. Or maybe it is just a habit of having him around, and now that she's alone.

It is Valentine's Day tomorrow, and the day will be as meaningless as any other days. Just another day of work, she thought to herself... "

Was in the mood of writing, so how was it? Haha. Anyways,

Happy Valentine's Day. :)

I'm Cooked

What's with the weather lately?

Its scorching hot!

Each time I step outside I'm greeted with hot breezes, sunlight that burn skins and a throbbing headache... All I wanna do now is to go for a cooling swim! And the nearest swimming pool is 40 minutes' drive away. Geez.

Guess I should just stay camped at home. D:

Ironies of Life

Quoted by Mozzie, White Collar.

I think I might have an artistic side. Feeling accomplished with my 'assemblage'. What do you think? :)