"She knows something better is waiting out there for her. But she still can't shake off the dull ache that is still throbbing in her chest.
Who would have known, how despairing it can be to feel hopeless, to give up. She stares out the window, trying to recall how she used to feel when she was with him. They had been together for years, and just months ago their relationship ended when she found out that he's unfaithful. Flashing back to that day, she recalls feeling the sadness, the disappointments, she was so heartbroken... She suspected something fishy was going on, but she never expected the full extent of the truth. Thereafter she left and never looked back, he did the same too, and left without explaining anything.
She had stopped expecting anything from him, and lived her life on her own well enough through these few months without him, well, with a little help from work's hectic schedules and occasional trips to the bar downtown of course. But sometimes, she can't help remembering the days that she spent with him, just those little moments like waking up with him holding her, by her side, and she can't help herself from missing him. Maybe it is the loneliness that's playing tricks with her mind, cause she knows she no longer feels the way she did for him. Maybe it is the happy days that she's not able to let go. Or maybe it is just a habit of having him around, and now that she's alone.
It is Valentine's Day tomorrow, and the day will be as meaningless as any other days. Just another day of work, she thought to herself... "
Was in the mood of writing, so how was it? Haha. Anyways,
Happy Valentine's Day. :)
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