You Are Inhumane

One call, is all it needs to get those walls crumbling down.
One look, is all that I need to feel those emotions again.


What the hell?
I'm not going to let it be, not after all that I've gone through, not anymore.

Look At Me

There are always certain people in life that always make us so self-conscious whenever we are around them. We would fidget around, glance in his or her way every now and then, and probably make sure that we look good when we are around him or her. And that temporary heart attack whenever he or she glance in our way, we would then impulsively look away, or if we felt braver, we would hold eye contact and try to smile casually. Better yet when he or she smiles back, our joyful hearts will just jump in ecstasy while we try to remain cool and casual. 


That sounds exciting doesn't it? I'm sure someone will come to mind when you read that. And I hope that someone is going to be, or already is, someone more than a stranger to you. :)

Auld Lang Syne

Heard of this song in the movie, New Year's Eve. I'm not really a fan of Lea Michele (the girl from Glee), but she sang the song well. Anddd I like it. :)

Vanished

Are you afraid of death?

Can't believe that I'm doing daily posts nowadays. Lol.

I was testing my limits again, as I have been feeling kinda numb, emotionally. I am feeling optimistic, though I've been really down right about weeks ago. And here I was, bracing myself for the heartache, for the sting to come, and, nothing happened. And I couldn't be more taken aback by anything else. 

It saddens me. That something I once put in everything for, could end up like this, and that eventually, it won't matter anymore. Its frightening, thinking that something so strong could end up in ashes in just a blink of an eye. And that people would just walk away in the end, not bothered by it anymore.

But that is just the way life is, and only in that way, we will be able to move on and find happiness again. 

The same as of death. When someone important passed away, and we would mourn and grief, we would search ways to alleviate that pain. But eventually, the pain will fade away itself and we will move on with our lives, we will learn to forget and let go. Sometimes, it happens fast, other times, it may take longer, years maybe. And when that happens, all that is left will just be a lingering moment of thoughtfulness whenever someone thought of him, or her, and as quick as those thoughts came, they will be gone.

How does it feel like, to be forgotten, and to forget? It is liberating, and scary at the same time. We live with it, we deal with it, and in the end, we will leave too, and fade into oblivion...

If there is an end, there is a beginning.

Okay, is it just me, or I'm just slow in realizing stuffs? Its 12/1/12 today, what a nice date huh? And that reminds me, its 2012 already (okay I'm not that slow, I know that) and I'm sure everyone heard of 'the apocalypse' thing right? The date is 21/12/2012, and it is the last day in the prophetic Mayan Calendar. And hence, many people had interpreted it as the day on which the world will end.

I've always been interested in all these cultures and historical stuffs, when I was younger, I had wanted to be an archaeologist. Oh well, too bad its not an option, in Malaysia, and in my family. Anyways, take a look at the carvings from the Maya's civilization below. 

I find it highly amusing. Do you?

The Mayans are native Americans and their civilization is situated around southern Mexico and northern Central America. In fact, there are around 7 million Maya people still living to this date! 

Anyway, back to topic. The date is actually never a prediction of apocalypse, it is just the completion of a 'world age' for the Mayans, and that signifies the beginning of another cycle. And there are theories that during that date, there will be a positive shift in the human consciousness. That sounds more believable to me, though I really think that nothing will ever happen on that day itself. 

"Scholars from various disciplines have dismissed the idea of such cataclysmic events occurring in 2012. Professional Mayanist scholars state that predictions of impending doom are not found in any of the extant classic Maya accounts, and that the idea that the Long Count calendar "ends" in 2012 misrepresents Maya history and culture. Astronomers and other scientists have rejected the proposed events as pseudoscience, stating that they are contradicted by simple astronomical observations."

Source - Wikipedia (you can read more about it here)

So, the world is not coming to an end. But, I decided that I will live as if the world is going to end soon anyways. Let's just let everything go, and do what we had always wanted to do, and enjoy life! That indeed, is a positive shift in my consciousness. Way to go, er, ancient Maya people!

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Me like this picture, how about you?

I noticed that its 11/1 today, and thought I should wait until its 11.11pm to post it. It feels special that way, though there's nothing much about this post. Lol.

Speaking of multiple 1s, I realized that I haven't been noticing 11.11 lately, and I haven't been wishing for anything. Its not like anything came true out of it, but I guess its just a spiritual thing. I figured that I would stop wishing for things for a change, and use the time to express my gratitude instead. 

We should be thankful for all the things around us. And I am. Are you?